I'm having an interesting time with God at the moment, trying to figure out why something is not happening. i don't know if it's because it's not something that God's hand is on, therefore not flourishing and i should let it go, or because it's a spiritual warfare thing and so i need to pray and fast more. I wonder how you know! I have a feeling it's the latter, so i am embarking upon a ramadan style fast, where you eat dinner eat night, for a while. I think God' suddenly got serious about it all and has upped the stakes.