Last night a lovely friend pointed out to me that if i scrolled down on my blog a little bit i would see one of the possible causes behind suddenly starting to feel this way - the 'dangerous' prayer one which asked God to make me hunger for him the way i do food when fasting if i wasn't walking close to him. Hmmm... I guess that sheds a bit of light, but it doesn't make it go away! Still needing to do someting about it, but thinking that maybe it's God prompting me makes it seem much nicer somehow : )